Eureka !!!

Just a random write up of the current thoughts running through my head...

Hmm what to write about …

The main reason I created this blog was so I could share my most treasured memories with the Internet and hopefully find the people who love treasuring their memories and creating memories just like me.

Also putting this memories out there and re-reading them is such a breather, because I don't need to force myself to hold on to them. I think I need to start freeing up space in my head for new memories 😂😂. I wanted to write a post about my latest friends but something about the post feels too vulnerable, I don't know I just feel that way.

So I started writing in this fresh new page with hopes of publishing this one in its place. So far, I haven't had any new memories to recall… well that was true until a few seconds ago, so here is what my brain remembered.

Since I was a teenager I just wanted to have fun and have as much fun experiences as I could, so I was majorly a playful teen, but growing up now, I've tapped into a deeper part of myself, a part of myself that wants to be taken serious and is doing everything to ensure I'm taken serious, not only by myself but by life itself. I've been on a recent crave for self development and just generally getting to know my strength and weaknesses better so I'm a much better person to those around me and so that I can achieve my goals in life.

This new crave has gotten me thinking, I'm 22 years old and I still have years ahead of me, what do I want to do with those years and how do I want the outcome to be. I don't want to just roll through life without having a concrete plan or vision for myself. Although I've heard people say take each day as it comes, but does that mean that I won't still desire or dream or have a vision for myself? A part of me feels like, if I don't initiate things for myself in life that I'd not just stumble upon the life I desire. I feel like I need to plan and start executing now so that when the years start counting up, I can see the fruits of the seeds I planted today.

So that’s what I've been doing lately, planning, dreaming, visioning ( I don't even know if this is a word 😂) I've started desiring and strategizing how to get the life that I want for myself, there has been a lot of cancellations and lot of anticipating and starting and failing but I'm actually so excited for the whole ride. I'm excited to see how it all turns out, because one thing I'm sure of is, “as I’ve started this journey at this stage, it can only get better as I go higher” that a direct quote from myself to myself, so I'm not going to focus on what could possibly never work or what could not be or what was but failed, I'm just going to dream and take each step as the days come.

Ohhhh, now I see it 😂😂 now I understand what they used to say. Take each day one step at a time, doesn't mean you won't plan or dream for that day, but as it comes you take it and don't look at the negatives but push for your dreams. 😂I really hope you understand it just the same way I just did. This is amazing, I am a dreamer and I can achieve those dreams, just go baby steps. It can only get better from here.

That's all for me today, what about you? What's your own anticipation for your future? I'd love to hear it … until then

Remember me ❤️💋